*klar

miuuu.

I really haven't been drawin lately. Got a job at subway and now i spend all my free time dreading it, as is generally the case with meaningless food service jobs. I really shouldn't. It's fast-paced and fun, we have a very clean store that closes at 7pm, our customers are all very nice gov't and construction workers; i'm used to far worse. really. I should be loving it. I guess I'm mostly afraid of canada day... lol I basically live in the capital and work four or 5 blocks from ground zero of july 1st fireworks. we open at 4pm since the offices are closed for the holiday and won't be in for lunch, and i start at 5, we're staying open until people stop coming in for sandwiches. that scares me.

what also works up loads of uncertainty is that we get our schedule the day before it starts. so i have to wait for every tuesday to find out when i'll be working on wednesday, etc. makes it very hard to plan anything else in my week.

So once I'm settled into this, mmmaybe i'll be able to draw more; i really do need something that gets me out instead of cloistering myself in my room trying to draw constantly, somehow i am starting to think it's counterproductive to drive myself insane over something that should just be for fun.